A Missionary is Never Alone: Introduction (Part 1)

Loneliness is something that I have struggled with off and on in my life.  There are times in the US where I remember feeling lonely but during my past year plus in Brazil at times I have felt more lonely than any other time.  In my conversations with other missionaries they have also felt the same or similar feelings of loneliness.  It is easy for a missionary to feel lonely and isolated in a country where you don’t know the language and do not have any friends or prior close relationships.  Over my time here I have learned to fight the feeling of loneliness.  There are really 4 different groups of people who have helped me with battling different aspects of my feeling of loneliness.

Before I delve into an overview of these 4 groups, I would be remis without talking about the one who helped the most with my feelings of loneliness.  God, the creator and sustainer of the heavens and the earth, is the one who has helped me with my loneliness the most.  It was important for me to really remember that God is intimately involved with all aspects of my life and is always there to talk with even when no one else is awake or present.  Knowing God and his character and nature has really helped me with my perspective on feeling lonely and how to respond well.

The first group is that of the prayer warriors who are regularly and faithfully praying for me.  There are 410 different people, families, or churches who receive my monthly prayer updates.  If you would like to sign up to receive my prayer letters or quarterly updates please use the link.  I am so thankful for all of the prayers and I can definitely see that the LORD has answered many of these prayers.  This group has really helped me not by physically being present but by continually taking my requests before the God who answers all requests.  I am so thankful for their faithful prayers prior to and during my time here in Brazil.

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Youth Group

The second group is that of the financial partners who have been faithfully giving over the past 17+ months that I have been in Brazil.  This group is super important because without them I would not be able to do what I have been doing in learning the language and building relationships.  I am so thankful that I have not had to worry about finances during my time here in Brazil due to the faithful giving of so many people and churches.  My loneness would not be possible without all of your support but in all seriousness this group has helped my feelings of loneliness by seeing their faithful support.  It is great to know that the LORD has been working through these people/churches to provide for my needs here in Brazil.

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Dinner with National Friends

Loneliness is part of normal life for missionaries but that loneliness is exasperated by the transformation of previous relationships that I used to count on.  I miss my friends and family greatly in the United States and that is only heightened at times when I miss significant events in their lives.  However, it is great to be able to talk with many friends and family using Skype, WhatsApp or even Instant Messenger.  The text messages or WhatsApp messages that I have received talking about exciting or daily events in life have been a very encouraging thing and have helped me to deal with my feeling lonely.  There are also the times where we are able to use these different programs to have video conferences with many friends and family that have really helped deal with my loneliness.


Dinner with Fellow Missionaries

As difficult as the first year and a half has been it is also great to make new friends in Brazil.  I have enjoyed the process of getting to know other missionaries and Brazilians.  The patience that my Brazilian friends have shown in getting to know me is amazing.  I have been so thankful for all of the relationships that I have been able to make over the past year.  These relationships have really helped me deal with my feelings of loneliness because God has created us to be social people and forming friendships with Brazilians and other expatriates here in Brazil.


Football Thanks

It was great to have the Canoas Bulls give me a gift of a shirt with my name on the back.  I enjoy receiving the recognition that the team has appreciated my contributions.

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Front of the Shirt

I have enjoyed many great experiences with the team. I am excited for the team as we move forward with a New Head Coach.


Back of the Shirt

Two Sunday’s ago we set up an Oklahoma drill.  I was thankful to see some of the guys actually putting into practice the different techniques that we have been teaching them.

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Oklahoma Drill



Preaching in Ivoti

I had the joy of preaching in Ivoti on July 1.  I preached on Philippines 1:6 on that God Began and will Complete all of his work.  I have seen great improvements in my Portuguese sense the first time I preached.  I am also thankful for the improvements that others are talking about sense the previous time that I preached.  I felt more comfortable preaching in Portuguese than I ever have.


Beginning the Sermon

While preparing for this sermon it was great to feel more free in being able to express what the passage is saying and more confident that people will understand the points that are being made.  I was very encouraged in that I had only a couple of handfuls of words that I needed to look up because I didn’t know them.

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Making a point during the sermon










It was great to feel comfortable enough while preaching to add some unplanned sentences and to also be able to emphasize different words or parts of phrases.  I am so thankful that my language abilities are improving.  It was also encouraging to hear comments from people as to how they were encouraged by the sermon.

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Final Prayer bringing the sermon to a close

Thesis Defense Presentation

I was honored to be asked to come to the thesis defense presentation by my friend Douglas.  This marks the second thesis defense presentation that I have gone to while in Brazil.  It also marks the first where I felt like I really understood what was going on.  The problem as presented was that in the demand for internet was going to be 10 times as much in 2020 as it was in 2013 and the current infrastructure is unable to facilitate that dramatic a rise.


Explanation of the Need

There are many possible solutions to this problem but the solution that was studied was using light to transmit the data rather than electrical currents.  The theory is that different light beams can carry different data streams and then be combined into one current and then later split back into the individual light beams to transmit the data.

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Diagram of the Theory

The math behind the splitting of the light beams and the use of prisms  to refract the light at not only the entrance into the data stream but also the termination of the data stream was very familiar.

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Explaining how the math works for the testing the theory

In the end not only was I honored to be invited but it was interesting for me to be able to understand what was going on but also the theory used.  I am thankful that Douglas’s Thesis was approved and that he will now graduate.

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Results of the Testing Completed

Things to do on a Day of Rest (Part 1)

I have tried to take a day of rest once a week this past month.  It has not been easy for me to rest.  However, this past week I decided to do some projects at my house on my day of rest.  I began the morning by getting everything out to do the construction projects.


All set for a Day of Wood Projects

One of the most important parts of working on construction projects around the house is the fuel needed to complete the project.  This day I decided to make a bacon onion pizza to fuel my projects.

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Good food is important for good work

Doing wood projects in my apartment is an experience because I don’t have a garage or shop to do the project in.  Instead I use my kitchen table and family room as my wood shop.

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Work in Progress

This is the first time that I made a drawer myself.  As I test fitted the drawer cabinet into the space in the kitchen cabinets I found that when they installed the kitchen cabinet they didn’t make the cabinet square so I had to actually had to take apart my drawer cabinet and modify parts to make it fit.

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Fitting the drawer

After modifying the original design to fit the odd shaped opening I am thankful that everything fit and looks good.  I am unsure of how I want to finish this project but I am thankful that I remembered that this might tip once I fill the drawer with stuff.  Because I did not secure the cabinet insert to the rest of the kitchen cabinets I had to build two braces to keep a full drawer from tipping the drawer insert.

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Finished Product Installed

The braces work very well and the full drawer fully extended does not cause the insert to move.  I am thankful for the opportunity that I have had to take a day of rest and complete this project along with a few others.  I am looking forward to the next day of rest now.

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Finished Product at Work


2 Samurai and 6 Banditos

I have purchased bonsai and cactus plants for my apartment to help decorate the place and give it some life.  These plants have reminded me of some important lessons with respect to my language learning.  I enjoyed seeing the growth and the beauty of these plants when they flower.

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2 Samurai with one showing off two beautiful flowers

I have enjoyed these two plants.  Having them on their makes me smile in the morning.  I have enjoyed seeing these too bonsai grow.

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2 Samurai enjoying the morning sun from their window

Some of my friends have asked me if I ever talk to my bonsai but I have always replied no because I don’t speak their language, Japanese.  I assume that these bonsai trees are both Samurai and enjoy their privileged position in the window on their pedestals.  There are also the matter of the 6 cactus which I have.  5 of which I purchased to be next to the one which was given to me at a wedding tea.  I have not talked to these guys much because they speak Spanish and are affectionately named the 6 banditos.


6 Banditos enjoying the sun

The banditos enjoy their perch on my office window sill during the afternoons when they are able to get awesome sunlight.  Sometimes I think that they especially enjoy watching the sun set over the hill with me.

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6 Banditos enjoying the sunset

Sunday Church Services

This past Sunday I had the joy of going to 2 different church services in two different cities.  Normally church for me is only a night time event in part due to the culture which normally does not rise early Sunday mornings.  There are also some churches here which have morning and evening services but they are normally due to these churches having been started by a foreign missionary.

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Worship in Vera Cruz

The two churches which I visited was Igreja Batista Pioneira em Vera Cruz and Ministerio Biblico Ivoti  The Pastor of Igreja Batista Pioneira em Vera Cruz is Marco Ribeiro and he has been working to help plant this church for the past 3+ years.  It was very encouraging for me to see the worship and the participation of the children with the worship in song.

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Singing with the Children

Pastor Marco preached on many different bible stories but I don’t remember his main point.  I do remember listening to all of the different points and enjoying how he used many different bible stories to illustrate his points.

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Listening to Pastor Marco preaching

I am a member of Ministerio Biblico Ivoti and have been regularly going here almost every Sunday night that I have been in Brazil.  I am thankful that I have been able to develop many friendships here.  We normally begin with singing cutting edge early 90’s Christian worship songs.

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Listening to Pastor Andreu Preach in Ivoti

Pastor Andreu has been working his way through Roman’s this year and is now entering the final Chapter.  Preached on Romans 16:1-2 on Febe.


Everyone Listening to the Preaching


The Strike has Ended

I have learned lots from this 11 day truckers strike which ended a couple of days ago.  The first thing that I learned is that the entire economy of Brazil is dependent upon truckers and does not function without them.  The second thing is that Brazilians reacted to the strike by stocking up on the goods that they need or think that they need.  The third thing is that when Brazilians see another get something an advantage they will do what they can to get an advantage for themselves.  Other things have been learned but I am thankful for getting to experience the strike and to have lived safely through it.

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Long Lines for Gas

The gas lines during the strike and shortly after the strike were very long.  I know people who waited 2+ hours for the opportunity to fill up or top off their tank.  Above is a picture of a line that was almost 3/4 of a mile long that I saw while driving last Tuesday at the height of the strike.


Protesters for Other Causes

During the strike other people thought that they should get into the action so they blocked the main highway near Ivoti.  The group above was protesting trying to get better funding for education.  They did not say that they were supporting the truckers but all of the signs were asking for better education.  Another group that blocked the road further down the road is pictured below.  This group was asking for military intervention.  They believed that the military should intervene in the conflict and remove the president and settle the strike.  It is the perception of Brazilians that the military is less corrupt than the politicians who are running the government.  I am thankful that the military did not intervene but there is still lots of speculation and uncertainty in Brazil due to this strike and other issues.

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Protesters Calling for Military Intervention


Game 1 of the NBA Finals Party

The first game of the NBA finals provided an opportunity for me to have friends over to watch the game.  It was great to have lots of friends over and I think that they really enjoyed not only the food but also the game.


Game Time Meal

To watch the game I had friends sitting all over the entire family room area.  I am thankful for the time that I got to spend with my friends.

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Watching the Basketball Game

At times the game was not that interesting and so some of the people would be answering messages on their phone.  I am not surprised these days by people using their cell phones all the time and I am guilty of the same many times.

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Sometimes a message is more interesting than the Game

One of the things that I enjoy doing is preparing a meal for people when they come over.  For game one I made a riff on baked Ziti using tortellini instead of ziti pasta.  I think that it turned out very well and everyone enjoyed the dish.

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Normally a Meal is an important part of each game


Cultural Learning: Strike in Brazil

When I went to the men’s bible study last week on Wednesday night I saw some cars in line to get gas at the gas station at an unusual time and with an unusual number.  I thought it was strange but it got stranger talking with the guys.  They mentioned that all of the gas had been shutoff in Brazil.  This came as a surprise to me because I don’t follow the local news very closely and didn’t know that the truckers had gone on strike the day before.  Needless to say this information put a little damper on the men’s bible study.


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Due to my Portuguese abilities I had to ask a couple of times for the guys to clarify what I thought that I had heard from them.  It was very hard for me to fathom having the gas cut off from all of Brazil.  Then I figured out that they were also saying that the truckers had gone on strike and were blocking some of the major highways in Brazil.  Further causing me concern, they expressed that this was happening all over Brazil and not just in an isolated place.   Due to trucking being the major/only way that goods are transported in Brazil the crisis is initially only gas but consumer goods are sure to follow.  My friends warned me that I should have purchased gas before study and that I needed to go in the morning to top off my tank if I had not done that already.  When I asked them how long they though this strike would last they said anywhere from a couple of days to a couple of weeks.  Further scaring me, they then mentioned that the airports were already running out or had run out of gas.  My immediate thoughts were, “What have I gotten myself into?”  Well, on my morning walk I saw that the lines had already begun to form very early at the gas stations.  After getting back from my walk I went to get top off my tank of gas.  It only took 30+ minutes of sitting in line to complete this task.

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Gas Station 2 with a line of cars

After study I did some more research into what was actually happening and that it seemed like it was not as bad as my friends lead me to believe.  Even though the government was trying to actively end the strike and reopen some of the major roads which has been blocked by truckers on strike it didn’t seem like an easy or quick solution was possible.  As a part of my research I reached out to my team members and they all helped clarify what was actually happening.

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Alternative view of Gas Station 2 and the lines of cars

This event really opened my eyes to a cultural observation that I had heard before but never really internalized, that being that Brazilians tend to be pessimists.  This realization scared me because in my understanding of the language I am not able to pick up some of the nuances and tend to take everything I understand in a very literal sense.  Thinking that Brazilians are generally pessimists is something that I will definitely think through as I continue to live here.

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Gas Station 2 the next day

The situation has continually gotten worse with Porto Alegre, the nearest major city and about the size of Los Angeles,  running out of gas on Friday and many other smaller cities running out of gas shortly thereafter.  I went to bed Thursday night with the though that there might be a temporary agreement in place but Friday it was rejected by the Truckers.  Everything has continually gotten worse with people thinking that this might stretch on for a couple of weeks.  Many people who I am talking with are thinking that the strike needs to end soon (Monday or Tuesday at the earliest with Thursday being the latest) but are also very sympathetic to the truckers who are striking.  I have prepared for about a week without going to the store but it is still a little scary for me.  I have determined that I will not be traveling any distance, even to Porto Alegre, without the strike ending and normal commerce resuming.  I am thankful for all of my friends that I have made here and have comfort that they will be able to assist me if this gets appreciably worse here.